My Sacred Experience with A Butterfly

butterflyBlessings, Eternal Love and Eternal Peace to You,

A couple of days ago, I saw a butterfly walking towards the side door of my home. I had been reading in my kitchen when something told me to go to the door. I looked through the glass pane and saw a beautiful greenish-blue butterfly walking as if he were about to knock on my door. I know it may sound funny, and it feels odd even as I type it, but the butterfly had a message for me…

I quickly grabbed my camera, ran out the front door, and slowly walked around to the side of the house. I slowly approached the butterfly because I did not want to scare him away. I took a few pictures really fast but the lighting was not good. The butterfly must have known his because he flew to an open area, in the direct path of the sunlight. I walked as briskly as I could to catch up with him. As he flew, I noticed he flew in an amazing dance with the wind in conjunction with the gentle breeze and landed on the ground with grace and ease. Lesson number one: you will always land on your feet with grace and ease! I started taking pictures as quickly as I could. It seemed as if he were posing for the camera. He opened and closed his wings, and turned in a 360-degree so I could get pictures of him at all angels. Then, he flew off. His mission was complete.

At that point, I said to myself, “what message did he have for me?” I really should have asked him while he was there, but I was so excited to get some close-up pictures.

Later that day, I did some research and here is what I came up with:

Butterflies are most commonly known for showing up when you are going through a major transformation in your life. I asked myself, “what major transformation is taking place in my life?”  have been focused on many goals and are seeing some of them manifest one at a time. I know I am on the cusp of a major breakthrough and I know this breakthrough is something I have been praying on for a long time. Lesson number 2: never give up! No matter what obstacles may come your way, your job is to stay focused because, when you least expect it, the miracle you have been working towards will transform before your very eyes!

I also learned butterflies remind us to enjoy life without becoming oversensitive or too serious about experiences that we go through. In Ted Andrews book, “Animal Totem,” he writes, “butterflies appear to dance as they light upon flowers and such. They remind us not to take things quite so seriously within our lives.” Ask yourself, “am I taking life too seriously? Am I stressed over situations I have no control over? Am I so focused on the bad that I have lost sight of the good?” When asking myself these questions, I answered a resounding “YES” to all three of these questions. Lesson number 3: don’t take life so seriously! When we take life too seriously, we lose passion for life, and that is the last thing we ever want to do. We are here to grow and learn; even through bad experiences. If we focus on the bad, we spend every day becoming saturated with lower energy vibrations that drains us, angers us, stress us out, depresses us and shuts us off from the good that is around us. I’ve heard the saying, “don’t take life so seriously; you won’t come out of it alive.” This is true. What is the use of taking every experience so seriously that you lose out on the beauty and purpose of life?

The colors of the butterfly represent joy; they bring joy with them wherever they are because they cannot separate themselves from their external appearance. This point really hit home for me because of what has been going on in the media lately. The media has promoted separation of people based on their skin color, and if we are not careful, we may believe everything they say. I remember going to a butterfly exhibit, surrounded by hundreds of butterflies dancing and flowing in unison with one another. They flew and danced with such precision, and they did not crash into each other; they remained in perfect rhythm with one another. Words cannot express how vibrant their colors blended with each other to the point of where it reminded me of a vibrating rainbow. What if they decided to not like each other because they are different colors? How could they fulfill their life’s purpose of bringing us beauty and reminding us of the brilliance of Mother Nature if they were busy arguing over whose color pattern was better than the other’s? It sounds immature, and it really is. This led me to say to myself, “am I judgmental of others because of their outer appearance? Am I missing out on growing closer to my Higher Self because I have separated myself from someone because of the way he or she look?”  For these questions, I answered “no,” BUT the media is working hard to separate Beings from one another, and I could very well run into someone who believes stereotypes and may want to inflict or apply their beliefs on me. This question reminded me to stay on guard and protect my thoughts with high vibrational words and feelings of love and peace for others, which leads me to lesson number 4: don’t take anything personal! Again, the change in consciousness is bringing out a lot of dark feelings that some people have been holding on to for many years, and, if we are not careful, we can fall into the trap of lower energy drama. It’s not worth it!

And on that note, let’s bring this message to a close. I would like you to start paying attention to animals that make frequent appearances in your life. Are they trying to tell you something? Are they trying to bring something to your attention? Do they want you to realize how special and perfect you are, in case you have forgotten? If you do some research on the animal, I guarantee you will learn something new about yourself that will bring you much clarity on your life’s purpose and provide you with the next step in the ladder to your personal ascension. Namaste, Goddess Tamara 🙂



Today you may ask yourself, “do I really want to do this? Do I really want to do that? Am I sure that this is what I need to do in order to fulfill my own personal true happiness?” I am here to tell you that you absolutely should do what is in your highest good.

We oftentimes allow negative thoughts or self-defeating self-talk to sway us in the opposite direction of where we really should be going. Instead of going forward, we are going backwards. Instead of making progress, we are regressing. Instead of living, we are dying. No two can exist at the same time, so we are either doing one or the other.

Our neverending foe, the ego, challenges us to STOP right where we are and stand still. It tells us, “don’t do anything rash; don’t do anything abrupt; don’t do anything that is going to disrupt us (notice the key word “us”) from changing. If we (again, keyword “we”) change what we know, we are headed for failure, disappointment and hurt. The ego tells us, “you don’t want to do anything that will cause you to lose what you have.” And, that hurting chid inside of us responds, “you know what? You are absolutely correct.” At that moment, we have given our power away to the insecurities and fear that has always inhibited us from moving forward. We therefore remain stagnant and this issue will yet reappear at a later date and time, like a television sitcom in syndication.

What do you really have to lose? Can anything get any worse than it already is by taking this action? If the answer is “yes,” then you may want to re-think your course of action. BUT, if the answer is a resounding, “NO,” then, it may be time for you to tak the courageous step of change, and usher in a new and exciting phase in your life. The green light is on! Go for it. Absolutely!

Blessings, Love and Light, Goddess Tamara

(Side note: we must remember that our missions are to be inspirations to one another through our living examples of our Creator’s grace and love. If we are infringing upon another’s personal will or forcing something to be, then we are going against universal laws that are fashioned in such a way that instantly returns all actions, as well as the intentions we have placed in our hearts regarding those actions! Our greatest GOOD is to live in universal peace with one another and encourage happiness and peace for all sentient beings Amen.)

Why Are We NOT Embracing the Sacred Feminine!

The Sacred Feminine energy has long been downcast and displayed as weakness. The media tends to show femininity in an aggressively sexual, selfish, and one-sided way. It is visually shown that the sacred feminine energy is only here to sexually please the masculine energy. The truth of the matter is that the sacred feminine energy provides much needed balance to the ever-changing energies that are volatile in the world at this time. Mass media portrays the sacred feminine as one type of look that should be accepted, attempted AND reinforced by the masses. It attempts to dictate what the sacred feminine should look like, act like, think like, and be like, therefore casting away anything that does not even slightly resemble this visual as not beautiful or not worthy of praise. This is not true! Every feminine energy (which is found in the masculine energy as well, and vice versa) is a perfect mirror image of Creator and what Creator represents. The time has come for the sacred feminine and male energies to come together and work as one. It is time for the sacred feminine to stand up and embrace the uniqueness, blessing and divinity of what this energy represents. Long gone are the days of “man” versus “woman.” A new awakening has permeated the stratosphere, and It encourages the Sacred Feminine to rise up and flood the mass consciousness with Its power. Blessings, Love and Light, Goddess Tamara

Watch What You Say to Me and to You

In the course of studying our Ascended Masters and what they want us to learn, I am making every effort to be cautious and conscientious of the words and thoughts I use. In Florence Scovell Shinn’s masterpiece, “Your Word is Your Wand” (which you can read for free by clicking on the hyperlink,) Shinn eloquently teaches us that the Word holds very strong energetic vibrations that go forward into the Universe, and returns to us with rapid and scarily accurate precision. In other words, what we say is what we get.

Fast forward to today…

A month ago, I relocated to another state and still have a lot of boxes to unpack. I have been studying S aint Germain and his teachings, and upon moving, packed away the book “Saint Germain on Alchemy” by Elizabeth Claire Prophet. As I looked at the unpacked boxes (approximately twenty of them stacked one on top of the other,) I said to myself, “I am NOT ready for this. How do I know which box to look in?” I then sighed. Just the thought of going through each box was stressful. But, I quickly remembered that I must be careful of my thoughts and words. I proclaimed out loud, “Saint Germain, I need your help. Show me which box I should look in.” As soon as I said it, my eyes instantly went to one box in particular. I lifted the lid, and the book was sitting right there! This was instant validation of the power of our words and how our words can either help or hinder us in our progress. Had I allowed stress to rule, I would have walked out of the room and said, “I’ll do this later,” thus missing out on the jewel that teaches me a valuable lesson that I will never forget.  My obligation? To share what I’ve learned with You.

Be mindful of the words you use and the thoughts you focus upon, for they are what creates your reality. In God’s Love, Light and Grace, Your Sister, Goddess Tamara

A Blessing to The Ascended Masters in Training (this means YOU!)


Blessings Ascended Masters in Training,

Earlier today I was asked by our Sister, the Ascended Master Kwan Yin, to share an important and timely message with you. Much to my surprise, she addressed many challenges that I was working on eliminating from my Spirit, and I knew that this message needed to be shared with the  masses. Since we are connected to one another by way of our Heavenly Creator, whenever something effects one of us, it effects the whole. I pray that our Sister’s message resonates deeply within you, and inspires you to love, share and bless each other. God Bless You. Goddess Tamara

“Greetings and Blessings Loved Ones. This is your Sister Kwan Yin. I know many of you are going through challenging times and you may find yourself questioning yourself and the Heavenly Realm about what all of this means. What it means, Dear Ones, is that the world is rapidly ascending into new thought patterns and ways of doing things. What I mean by this is that what we have come to realize as “real” in the past is now quickly diminishing into nothingness. God’s love and light is becoming more and more apparent at this time and lower energies are no longer able to keep the wool over your eyes. Even those whom you call “non-believers” are sensing that something is in the air; something is new; something is happening.  Many of you are beginning to ask questions of authority figures and the Internet and other cosmic and invisible communication methods are making it easier for you to spread the messages of change, love, and reform in lightning speed. The Truth can no longer be censored as the walls of lower energy intention and activity has fallen and can never be risen again. Family, it is time to step up the game and declare truths boldly, courageously, defiantly, YET with great love and reverence for our Heavenly Guides and each other. There is no greater joy than knowing and trusting that we are living lives with the specific intention and purpose of raising the Christ Consciousness and showcasing it to the world in our daily activities.

Please understand that I am no better than you are; I lived the same life you are living. I have had to reincarnate many times in order to learn the lessons that Our Master wanted me to learn. And I am forever grateful for each lesson (whether it be, as you say, “good” or “bad,) because it brought me that much closer to my ascension in the Higher Dimensional Realm. I am here. I will never leave your side because I cannot leave. My mission is to love you and help you remain in the constant glow of love. I am here for you. I am here with you, and I honor you because you are the ones doing the work in a worldly structure that wants you to diminish your natural light and believe otherwise. There are so many things being promoted in your world that wishes to direct your attention AWAY from Truth. The worldly system wants you to believe that material goods, physical features, and false superiority structures are what you should strive for. They say, “if you have all of this, you will be happy and will never be poor; everyone will like you and want to be your friend.” Yet I wish to tell you otherwise…if you love one another, share with one another, bless one another, console one another, help one another and pray for one another, you will gain more than these false idols could ever promise. Do not hate! Love, Love, LOVE. Love everyone because they are here teaching you a great lesson, and you are here teaching them a great lesson, even in the midst of what you call “chaos” and “confusion.” You see, we are all One; we come from the One, and we return to the One. Do not hate, love.

I wish I could show you how my heart jumps for joy when you listen to me and the other Ascended Masters when we speak to you because you are raising your vibration and coming that much closer to mastery. You have chosen to incarnate at this date and time in order to overcome and master the challenges which you currently face. Yes! It is hard. Yes! It is frustrating. Yes! It is draining, YET! It can be done. One Ascended Master which you all know, Jesus, was fully aware of his purpose and focused his entire life to honoring our Heavenly Master and teaching others how to do the same. He did not hate. YES, he had trying moments. YES, he wanted to pass the cup along to another, YES, he was afraid, YET, he prevailed and loved those who persecuted, tortured and condemned him. You may be finding yourself in a situation in which you are wondering, “why do I have to suffer?,” what have I done to deserve this?”, why me?” Instead, ask yourself, “what do I need to learn? What am I missing? Am I supposed to overcome this and share my “healing” with others who are going through similar situations?” Yes, we are One, and being a part of the One means that we will all go through various trials and tribulations, YET we have the power to survive and THRIVE in the midst of it. Teach, Teach, Teach. Love, Love, Love. Learn, Learn, Learn. Blessings and Light to you for eternity. Lovingly, Your Sister, Kwan Yin.

Proceed with Caution!


ImageOne of the great lessons I am learning is that the best way to learn is to go experience it! While this may be difficult for us because of the intense energetic energy involved with growth, it can also be one of the most important and critical times in our lives for self-growth. What actually happens is that we are raising ourselves to the next level of our own personal consciousness, and this process takes us on the next step of our own personal divine destinies. Proceeding with caution means that we are paying attention to the process, the lesson that we need to learn and are remaining inside of the high vibration of the Cosmos that is inherently born within us. In other words, don’t let seemingly intense challenges rattle your divine core! Stay focused, in the light, and on course to your own personal story of growth, inspiration and divine truth for all. Blessing and Love from Your Sister, Goddess Tamara

Unexpected Messages

I was taking a shower a little while ago (yes, yes, I know, TMI – but it is entirely appropriate for the message I have been asked to convey,) and a message came to me that I felt led to share with you: Explore Every Opportunity!

In the course of building my business into something beneficial for all involved, including my precious audience, I asked God for guidance. I know for a fact that I cannot do anything in my own power. As hard as I may try, I am limited in what I can accomplish without constant, deliberate and consistent communication with the God Force (thank you Lavanya!:)  Why you ask? Because the ego wants to take over and rule everything. NOT! I am SO over letting the ego and its cohort, pride, rule my every move. Let’s continue with our story at hand: As I was in the shower, it dawned on me that I was not exploring every avenue that was accessible to me. Just when I started to “think” that I had explored all avenues, I was quickly reminded, by divine intervention, that I had not!

Which leads to my next point…have we explored every avenue available to us? No one can answer this for you but you. Have you done all that you can do to move to the next level of your life’s journey? Have you really exhausted ever possible avenue that you can think of in order to leave the old behind and press forward to a brighter chapter of your life? We have so many opportunities to voice our love and joy for the gifts God has given us, but are we promoting them in a humble and loving way for the betterment of everyone on this planet? 

The next time that you are taking a shower (or walking to the train station, taking out the garbage, tying your shoestrings or simply looking for a birthday card for someone,) remember: this may be the very moment that wisdom and knowledge decides to present itself to you. Keep your eyes open and your heart aware of the messages that the God Force is sending to you.

In God’s Eternal Love, Blessings and Grace, Tamara 🙂

(And as I complete this message, I get an email from someone whom I’ve been waiting to hear from all day. Lesson: Seize every moment, and every opportunity and KNOW that we are loved and in good hands. God is good 🙂