One of the things that I am learning about myself is my ability to follow the “rules” when I truly apply them to my life. The rules pertain to everything positive under the sun. God does not want us to focus on anything negative because negativity is not of Him. Transformation is a wonderful thing, and it is not as hard as I thought it was going to be. Saying that I believe in myself, and truly believing it with my heart and soul are two very different things. The best part of this transformation is that I am enjoying it along the way.
I thought self-change was going to be hard, but when I took the fight out of it, I am actually enjoying it. I enjoy it because I am seeing big results rather quickly. I was filled with anxiety and depression when I tried to guess how long it would take for things to change and procrastinated on changing because of this fear. Fear held me back for the longest, and I am proud to say that it no longer has a grip on me. Sometimes, I second-guess myself, but I have stopped doing that. Second-guessing introduces doubt into the equation, and doubt results in more fear and other negative thoughts, which will prohibit me from jumping in with two feet and swimming without looking back. The Divine One does not want us to look back; it’s not necessary. Doubt actually closes the door to the gifts that the Divine One has in store for me, and I am sick and tired of sabotaging my success. I certainly don’t want that!
So, this is a new me! I am looking at all of the wonderful gifts the the Divine Spirit has in store for me. I am focusing only on the good, and throwing the negativity in the trash bin of nothingness.
Won’t you join me? 🙂